Sometimes I wonder where my oomph went for blogging. I just can't seem to find the ambition or interest to do it. (She said as she typed a blog post - the irony is not lost on me!)
The journey continues. Weight loss still happening. Closer to an answer. Tomorrow hopefully. Work has ended for the summer and I am relieved to be on holidays. Summer always feels like a miracle. I am soaking up its warmth like a cat.
Life feels like a privilege right now. A lot of "I get to" running through my head. Much happier place to operate from than "I have to".
Just good to get witness that you're still "in there". Blogging has its share of lulls, places where you feel like there's nothing left to say; but, in truth, if writing IS more about me emptying self rather than looking for affirmation of my thoughts, it becomes a sort of "prayer" wherein I'm really just talking things over with Him....
ReplyDeleteI hope all will turn out well with your weight loss mystery.
ReplyDeleteSeems to me the blogging momentum is hard to pick back up after a break but I am trying to keep after it!
I feel like I need to keep reminding myself what a privilege life is after my recent experiences!
I wonder Jim, if I am looking for affirmation of my thoughts or was and that I don't need it so much anymore?
ReplyDeleteThanks, Annie. Tests yesterday most likely figured out the weight loss thing. Am relieved.
ReplyDelete((Hope)) I hear ya re: blogging. I read but can't even seem to write a response most times; but do find myself nodding in agreement.
ReplyDeletePrayers continue for you. One of these days in the very near future I will get enough momentum to write an email. ;)
And yes, thank God for this oasis in time called summer.
Mich
Of course, we "get to" benefit from your wisdom and experience when you blog... ;)
ReplyDeleteEnjoy your " get to ", the wonder, the beauty...and just plain fun of it all. Savor all of it.
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