Saturday, June 21, 2014

Protecting The Invisible

"You're favouring your right side like you're protecting it."

He stands in front of me and mimics my stance so I can see for myself. He drops his right shoulder and curves that side of his body inward. As he does this it looks like he's protecting something invisible, something stuck to the right side of his chest. I don't know what's going through his head as he stands there but there is lots going through mine. What the hell - I'm protecting a breast that doesn't exist anymore? And accordingly it's largely responsible for the debilitating back pain I've been experiencing.

Earlier in the week they'd ruled out breast cancer migrating to my bones being the cause of the pain. Huge relief. X rays showed severe narrowing of a disc in my back. I will take that over cancer any darn day of the week even though some mornings it's a challenge to figure out how to get out of bed without being in excruciating pain.

The good news is that this physiotherapist had lots of ideas as to how to correct tiny imbalances in my posture and gain some pain relief.

We tell the world so much without even saying a word.

4 comments:

annie said...

So sorry about the back, but relieved about the no cancer migrating to the bones part.

annie said...

Do you have some sort of advertising on your blog (or is it something with my computer)? An advertisement popped up and I had to see it for 20 seconds before I could close it out and return to your blog post.

Hope said...

I'm not aware of any advertising Annie. How annoying it would be to see some. I hope it's only your computer as awful as that could sound!

Daisy said...

Hope you're feeling better. The mind, the feelings, the body. So darn connected.